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Golden Shadow Integration

It's so hot. So friggin' hot.  The temperature went up to 38° C today - unheard of in Holland.
I was lying down in the hallway all afternoon on my stomach, it was about the only cool spot in the house aside from the ground floor bathroom.
9:20pm now and finally, the air outside is cooler than the air inside.

Before we move on, this is the second part of the Day 3 exercise from
To Be Magnetic's "Be Seen Challenge."

All the credit goes to them! (https://tobemagnetic.com/)


So I listened to the Deep Imagining (which is called DIs), a few times. 

Asking myself which part of me have I suppressed. I don't think I am suppressing anything. Either that, or I am suppressing everything.


The exercise is to free write so here I go.


I feel like I am lost.

But not in a "I-don't-know-what-to-do" kind of way.

I feel like a jellyfish moving my body the way I want to move my body, but letting the current and the waves take me.

I know I want to be more content, be at peace. Feel free. Not worry.
Despite what




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